Yesterday went to compass point meet hong quan , then went to buy smth , then called max then went to 201 play awile , then max came then he slack awile went to kovan cut hair , then left me and hong quan , we waited for chelsea at 201 after half an hour she came then hong quan went home , then left me and her , at 201 slack awile then went to compass point . reach le , went to kfc eat snackers xD , then after tat dk went where , then waited for belvin to come , then belvin came le , he saw chelsea he jitao zhao , LOLOL x.x.. then we went to find blevin , haha . after that go b4 slack awile then delvin came then we went up and chelsea went toilet , then me and delvin say byebye to chelsea then we went to bus interchange wait for wendy . wendy reach le , we go 7 eleven there saw our classmates then pei san they all take alot food come , haha . then keep tell us help her take , in thh end bo x.x. then we went in to thh condo , then settled down , then delvin go start thh fire xD , then went staircase ..... awile , then all thh bois dun wan let belvin come then in th end belvin still came up and brought fu xian and calvin x.x. then give him one , then he tok to me alot things , then delvin at thh bbq pit there dk doing wad , then chelsea sms me if she can come with jessica , then i ask wen hong if can ma then he say can , i tell chelsea reach le sms me . after 15 mins she reach then i went down bring her come up then jessica go disiao belvin , then jessica told us alot things xD. then chelsea went to thh pool there keep play then calvin throw her slippers into thh water hahahaa !! then chelsea use condom keep put at other pepo mouth -.- . After that belvin calvin chelsea jessica went to sculpture park take smth then come back again , went to gather with them at some place near thh bbq . then alot went home le , then after that delvin and wendy went home , then after awile all go home left calvin belvin chelsea and me and ryan and kenneth , then security came then say must clear up , then we clear abit then zhao xDDDD. after that calvin and belvin went to sculpture park then chelsea went to clementi there club . then me went home by taking bus reach home 10 + , then online , chat with baby till 12 smth ;D !! then after that went to slp xD .

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BABY I LOVE YOU ;DDD!!
JENNIFER LOW IS MINEE ^^!!
1 month 9 days with her ;] !!
Love dieeeee u xDDDD !!!
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control ;D !



10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

TT so sad x.x..